Ugh! tomorrow I need to go to this stupid buffet restaurant with my boyfriend and his parents! I sooo dont want to go! Food dosent even interest me right now! I am one pound away from my goal and I am not ready to faill at it! I told myself if i dont reach 119 tomorrowIi will fake sick and not go! Wish me luck everyboddy! I hope all of your sitataions are better then mine right now!!! xoxo

I am making myself a new non stressfull goal! this weekend I want to be in the 110's! I really think I can reach that goal. I am not eating today and if ever I feel too dizzy and its ovyest I will eat an apple becaus I am spending the day with my boyfriend and I dont want him to give me a hard time :P Wish me luck! xoxox

So I desided to give up on all my weight loss goals. I find them to stressfull and stress makes me eat. Now I only have one goal. FAST. I like fasting with one snack per day. The one snack helps me not to binge while I am fasting and after I am done fasting. It also helps me to fast for longer periodes of time and have more controle with my eating. Yesterday I lost two pounds! Yey! I know I should be more happy I lost two pounds but I am not thin enough! I want to be thinner then my old weight (110) and thats over 10 pounds away! Ugh FML! A well! This just means its crunch time! And I am totally going to get this fatty weight off! I am 5'7'' so I am aming for 103!

Today went aboslutly perfect! I ended up eating half a apple but I was sooo active at work that I lost a pound already!!! :) I am super happy of myself! Plus I always weight one pound more at night then in the morning!!!! :) YEY! Goal here I come! I hope everyboddy is doing just as good as me !!! Dont give up! Every calorie counts!! xoxo

Today was absolutly terrible! Ugh! I was doing good all day untill my boyfriend gaved me a hard time about my eating... He hates it when I dont eat! So he made me eat all kinds of crappy food! UGH! I regret it so much! I know from now on I am going to not listen to anybody! I am going to eat one snack per day! The snack will have to be under 100 calories and low in carbs! I have lost over 11 pounds in two weeks doing the diet before! :) it is very effective! (if you dont cheat of cours! :P)

Ugh!!! Fml! i ended up gaining weight do to my sister b day party and other events ... But i was back to 124 yesterday and i didnt weight myself today but i did pretty good yesterday! I am hoping to be 122 (max) by monday! wish me luck!

Let me resum my life for you guys sencethe last time i wrote on this. I had finaly gottent to 110 and was happy! But then i gained weight and got to 115. My roomate told me that i looked like i gained weight .... sence then i gained weight like crazy!! I am now 124.... i am planing by the end of this month tto be 110!weather i die tryingornot! I  promiss to keep postingmy prgress!!! wish me luck!!