It is now 10:50 am and i weight 121.9. I havent put too much effert to not eat lately .... But at least I lost a pound sence my boyfriends souper :) and today my head is back in the game and I am ready to lose a nother 2 pounds! ( lol I'd be happy with just one too :P) But I want to at least see one pound disapear by tonight! I work today but only 12pm-6pm. only a small shift then I am off with my boyfriend and some friends. I hope they wont make me eat!! I"ll just tell them I ate a Big meal at McDonalds before coming. That will shut them up! :P

Hey lovlys! I GOT TO MY GOAL!!! To bad I just gained like 100 pounds.... Its my boyfriends and I two years anaversary. He got me a goal belly button ring and he made nme the most romantic (BIG) super. He NEVER dose ANYTHING like this. Like NEVER! I had no choice to eat the plate he prepared for me  He worked so hard!!! But I aprpricate what he did for me. But I wil be carefull from now on becaus I am planing on being 115 by thiss weekend! (well next one :P) Wish me luck everybody!!! XOXOX!

Last time I weighed myself today was at 7:46 pm and I was 120.2 lbs but sence then I ate one one snack and a hole coke zero ( ~500ml ).... I am scared to weiight myself now!!! I sooo need to be 119 by tomorrow wether it is in the morning or at night! wish me luck everybody!! :) xoxoxo

Hey everybody! I thought I'd post some picturs and a few words for a bit of  thinspiration for everyone! It is 11pm and I just weighed myself .. 121lbs... I was 122lbs this morning so I guess its not that bad... I am hoping to be 120 by tomorrow morning. My goal was to be 119 this weekend. hopfully saturday will be my lucky day! I work tomorrow from 11am till 7pm so I will not be eating! If ever I do get weak I will allow myself to a half of apple! I hope I get my goal! wish me luck lovley's! xoxox

Sorry I didnt blogg yesterday! I was sooooo sick! Not only I was sick my mom would shovel food in my mouth like there was no tomorrow. She thinks I dont eat enough and thats why I am sick. Ppl do get colds once and a while you know :P Ah well ... I guess I just have to suck it up and pay for it. I am now 122lbs... ugh! I feel FAT. I can actually see it in my thighs... FML today I feel much better so my mom isnt to much on my case. she made me eat a half of a slice of banana bread and I gave half of that half to the dog. (shhhh dont tell her :P ) I hope tomorrow I will weihgt much less! I plan to be around 118 lbs by thiss weekend! Anyboddy eles have any goals they want to share about :) ??? Feel free to comment! If not I still wish you all the best of luck!! :) XOXO ;)

 Yesterday was a super crazy day! started out i couldent weight myself do to my perents and my sister so I dont know I got to my goal or not...I was 120 the night before. My perents made me eat lunch cuz they say they never see me eat and I look thinner. When I got to the restaurant my boyfriend told me I had to fill one plate and have desert. Yesterday was a night mare! I am now 121.7... FML! At least everything is back to normale and I can get back to busines! I am planing on losing some seriouse weight!!!!! ugh! I hope in too days ill be in the 110's !!!!!! anyboddy eles have anygoals?

 

Ugh! tomorrow I need to go to this stupid buffet restaurant with my boyfriend and his parents! I sooo dont want to go! Food dosent even interest me right now! I am one pound away from my goal and I am not ready to faill at it! I told myself if i dont reach 119 tomorrowIi will fake sick and not go! Wish me luck everyboddy! I hope all of your sitataions are better then mine right now!!! xoxo