I have not only descive you guy but also myself... I was 119 but I want on a raod trip with my perents.... I was to scared to weight myself tonight becaus I know if I am alot hevyer I will not be able to sleep tonight. Tey would make me eat muffins and coockies bread... All of my worst enimys... now i dont think i will reach my goal of 115 by saturday :( maybe if I eat nothing but one apple wer day maybe ill actually reach it! Ugh I am sooooooo disapopinted!!!

 Hey Everybody! Well, it is now 10:54 pm and I weigth 120 lbs. I REALLY hope I make it to 119 lbs by tomorrow if not the morning at least at night! I am really hoping I can distarct myself from ALL food and if I do end up eating, I will only go for neguative calorie foods. Wish me luck everybody!! XOX

Hi everyboddy. I am sorry for not blogging for a while. to be honest i have been avoyding this blogg becaus i gain a pound and then gained a nother pound after that.... My mom has been on me about my eating... plus my sister is helping her! ugh! I am so so so disapointed.... i was 123.8 this morning. eww gros i know.. but I weigted myself tonight and i was 122.9 so i almost lost a full ligit pound! i am planing to lose more! I made my self a BIG IMPORTANT goal and that is to be 115 by the 2-3 of june ! (its my boyfriends birthday party) I promis to keep blogging no mather what the weight! :) wish me luck everyboddy!!! :)

  It is now 10:50 am and i weight 121.9. I havent put too much effert to not eat lately .... But at least I lost a pound sence my boyfriends souper :) and today my head is back in the game and I am ready to lose a nother 2 pounds! ( lol I'd be happy with just one too :P) But I want to at least see one pound disapear by tonight! I work today but only 12pm-6pm. only a small shift then I am off with my boyfriend and some friends. I hope they wont make me eat!! I"ll just tell them I ate a Big meal at McDonalds before coming. That will shut them up! :P

Hey lovlys! I GOT TO MY GOAL!!! To bad I just gained like 100 pounds.... Its my boyfriends and I two years anaversary. He got me a goal belly button ring and he made nme the most romantic (BIG) super. He NEVER dose ANYTHING like this. Like NEVER! I had no choice to eat the plate he prepared for me  He worked so hard!!! But I aprpricate what he did for me. But I wil be carefull from now on becaus I am planing on being 115 by thiss weekend! (well next one :P) Wish me luck everybody!!! XOXOX!

Last time I weighed myself today was at 7:46 pm and I was 120.2 lbs but sence then I ate one one snack and a hole coke zero ( ~500ml ).... I am scared to weiight myself now!!! I sooo need to be 119 by tomorrow wether it is in the morning or at night! wish me luck everybody!! :) xoxoxo

Hey everybody! I thought I'd post some picturs and a few words for a bit of  thinspiration for everyone! It is 11pm and I just weighed myself .. 121lbs... I was 122lbs this morning so I guess its not that bad... I am hoping to be 120 by tomorrow morning. My goal was to be 119 this weekend. hopfully saturday will be my lucky day! I work tomorrow from 11am till 7pm so I will not be eating! If ever I do get weak I will allow myself to a half of apple! I hope I get my goal! wish me luck lovley's! xoxox

Sorry I didnt blogg yesterday! I was sooooo sick! Not only I was sick my mom would shovel food in my mouth like there was no tomorrow. She thinks I dont eat enough and thats why I am sick. Ppl do get colds once and a while you know :P Ah well ... I guess I just have to suck it up and pay for it. I am now 122lbs... ugh! I feel FAT. I can actually see it in my thighs... FML today I feel much better so my mom isnt to much on my case. she made me eat a half of a slice of banana bread and I gave half of that half to the dog. (shhhh dont tell her :P ) I hope tomorrow I will weihgt much less! I plan to be around 118 lbs by thiss weekend! Anyboddy eles have any goals they want to share about :) ??? Feel free to comment! If not I still wish you all the best of luck!! :) XOXO ;)